Everyday we’re shufflin’ May 31, 2011

I thought I could do a quick post on camp Blueblood it really was an awesome camp! So glad that I went.

Day 1
So I was worried seriously about camp, didn’t know what to expect, didn’t know what to see, hear, experience. But like what they wrote in the email, we all just got to be open. And just expect something and I did that.

Met Elaine and Marilyn at harbourfront station lol. We were there damn freaking early. But we walked around and didn’t want to be loser-ish to go there early. Lol! And be fashionably late. In the end we were still first. Talked to Gabriel na and Stephanie bay. Nice people gab damn cool really. Cool personality and he have this cool vibe resonating from his body. Lol!

Took a damn long bus ride to KR hall. And the bus ride it self was a joke. I couldn’t keep my balance and fell all over the place. So bad until an older woman actually wanted to give up her seat for me. Sat with Avril the whole way. Haha

Okay we finally reached the hall!
Looks really nice actually. Like a condo it felt like orientation all over again. And it was all a blur. Like pushing and pulling and grabbing. So somehow I got my room key and went up to my room in C block with carol turned out Carol was my ACJC senior! Nice right. Another cool person.

The room was kinda small, but I liked it, airy and cosy. Anyway, I don’t think I’ll spend alot of time in my room anyway.

Went down to meet my BG.
My BG people are damn cute! Omg.
They are a really really nice bunch of people. I love them so much.
I mean in the beginning it was like quite awkward and quiet, but I mean it’s normal. Then when we decided to make it more rah rah and have fun, things started to be more exciting

This is your banana lalalalala~

Haha!

Out fav cheer man.

Then the dirty games.
Hell yeah it was fun! Like AC games all over again!
Passing peanut butter on our faces.
Kaya in our hair.
Then egg and flour in our hair and body during dirty twister.
Disney charades! Totally owned at it.
And the scissors paper stone slide across watery and dirty chairs game.

Gosh. Fun fun fun.
There was secret pal games at night.
Lol!
Hehheh. My SP hands are freaking smooth man. Like woah. And have flawless complexion hahahahah!
I dunno how to write like how it was like lah, but it was really fun. You want to know then give me a call or something

Heehee.
Okay, I’m tired. I will blog about the other days next time!

Reviving this death May 20, 2011

Hi guys! I haven’t been blogging for a freakin’ long time I was on a A levels hiatus. But…. I’m back again!

Today is a really good time to start blogging again because I finally ended my mediacorp job (yes, you seen it correctly, THE mediacorp). And no, I’m not an actress. Hahaha! I WAS working as their accounts assistant, doing bank reconciliations and what-Zhe-names. Hahaha the job was mundane. That’s that.

Now, I just downloaded this wordpress app on iPhone and shitz it makes blogging so much easier!!! yay for me. (and you too if you like reading what I write, but who the he’ll reads what I write zomg).

My dear F influenced me to use this face===> -.- and I have been frequently using that face for almost everything. Hahahahah! Because my life is so full of awkward/roll your eyes/nothing to say/face palm moments.

Just received my nude romper that I ordered from apparel kitchen. It fits nicely (first time a blog item fit) but I dunno, my legs like looked huge in them. Thighs actually. Ginormous. Hahahahah! But aha I’m not gonna complain.

Wore my new black wedges that I also ordered online to my last day of work today. Damn nice ttm lah that wedge. I’ll post a photo of me in them another time okay?

Whee! Ate a walnut-cinnamon apple filling muffin for dinner yay!
Now in the bus going for tuition! ) hope to gear good news from my cute tutee. Hahaha!

And shit, the woman sitting beside me on the bus have damn bad breath, shit. And she is freaking yawning in my direction. Sian -.-

Hahaha!
Tata.

what sweeter music. October 22, 2009

have you ever felt like dying.

i HAVE.

you know i thought that when promos are over, there would be this great sigh of relief? but no, i was wrong. instead is even more stressful now with chinese and projectwork.

RUN. September 25, 2009

promos are coming in a week’s time.

sigh welll.

i guess this is it then. ALL THE WAY ANTHEA! YOU CAN DO THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!

its only exams for 5 days, then OVERR!

YES, I CAN DO THIS )

 

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Obese, NOBESE!

sigh September 6, 2009

i’m so tired.

please kill me please?

i really hate it when you have so many things to do and you just neglect me.

i feeeeel so ALONE.

its alll your fault.

………. August 29, 2009

Have you ever felt so damn lousy in your life, that you just feel like giving up?

Well, I have.

This entire week was just BAD. There were four tests this week, Wednesday math, Thursday GP package test and Biology test, Friday Chem test on ionic equilibrium and chem. Equilibrium.

Well, I slept at 230am last night trying to prepare myself for the chem test today.

Now, you would think oh! Wow, so hardworking, hard work pays off!

Well, just to tell you, hard work doesn’t in JC; it’s just time management and brains. Sometimes I just feel like crying, people don’t understand how I feel inside. They think that I’m setting too high expectations for myself; well I’m telling you I’m not.

I EXPECT results from my hard work, but, no. I FAIL OR BARELY PASS.

I did all my tutorials, I read through all my notes, and yet what? This guy who only studied one hour the day before the test gets the highest in class. While I slogged my eyes out the night before.

This world is unfair. It doesn’t give things to people who truly deserve it or those that tried to do their best but still did badly.

They should be appreciated for their effort, sometimes I really hate the educational system, and it just demoralizes me. Sadly to say, it inculcated in me a kiasu attitude, where I feel so lousy when I lose or do badly. Meritocracy, it kills us.

Hard work, don’t always generate results and now I know that, and that’s a sad thing.

I HATE JC. I never felt so lousy in my entire life, all the deadlines, stress and exams and hw, its killing me, one day, I’m going to burst. I SWEAR.

There’s one word that is constantly playing through my head, FAILURE. FAILURE. FAILURE. FAILURE. I don’t get it how some people don’t put in that much effort but still do better than me? I feel so INJUSTICED.

Maybe next time I should just not study so much, relax, and take it easy. So that I won’t feel so bad when I do badly. BUT THE POINT IS THAT I CAN’T AFFORD TO. I cannot keep on thinking oh, when I finally put in effort my grades will jump, so I constantly put in effort, but I don’t see any RESULTS.

My choir senior told me to not give up, that constant work is a good habit. But, constant work that don’t give me what I want, I rather it be a bad habit.

PERSISTENCE IS THE KEY TO SUCCESS, TOTAL RUBBISH.

Damn, I missed the show. After promos then, hopefully I don’t miss you so much. Just not fated to watch and spend our last date together, I suppose two months is not THAT long right? Damn, LIFE IS SOOOOO UNFAIR. Bad things just keep happening one after another, I feel I feel I feel like …crying.

SCREW LIFE. August 20, 2009

seriously, i think i can actually freak out.

I HAVE ECONS SHOW AND TELL ARTICLE TO DO TOMORROW and FREAKING IONIC EQUILIBRIUM TEST AND ASSIGNMENT 6TO PASS UP TOMORROW. CAN’T SHE JUST GIVE ME A BREAK. THIS WHOLE WEEK IS LIKE TESTS AFTER TESTS

CHOIR ENDED AT 7 PLUS TODAY, SERIOUSLY.

by the time i reached home, it was already 8 plus, not including dinner

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKK!

i’M REALLY HAPPY THAT I STILL HAVE THIS SOMEONE TO DEPEND ON, BUT SADLY THAT SOMEONE THINKS THAT i’M IRRITATED ALL THE TIME.

SIGH.

SEASONS OF LOVE August 20, 2009

Five hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes.
Five hundred twenty five thousand moments so dear.
Five hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes.
How do you measure- measure a year.

In daylights, in sunsets,
In midnights, in cups of coffee.
In inches, in miles, in laughter, in strife.

Five hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes
How do you measure a year in the life?

How about love?
How about love?
How about love?
Measure in love.
Seasons of love.
Seasons of love.

Five hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes.
Five hundred twenty five thousand journeys to plan.
five hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes.
How do you measure the life of a woman or a man.

How about love?
how about love?
How about love?
Measure in love.
Seasons of love.
Seasons of love

) i absolutely LOVE this song!

My head hurts :( August 19, 2009

I realised that this is technically the second post on my new blog.

I’m still not used to wordpress yet. but it really just sounds so coooooooool. Anyway, I guess in blogs you just generally talk about how life goes for you as per normal. yeah…

Its so boring, but WHAT TO DO.

anyway, sometimes i just wonder what am i doing here in JC, like seriously, WHAT? I mean all these tests, tons of hw and cca. its KILLING ME.

and CHOIR, OMG. 10 YEARS OF AGONY. WHY DID I CONTINUE????????

BLEAH, SEEMS THAT I CAN’T GET OUTTA IT AGAIN. one more year to go!

HAD CHINESE MOCK EXAM TODAY.

3 freakin hours. I stoned to death, well not really, i tried my best to do as fast as possible. Its really the SHITS. This whole week i have tests. yesterday was BIO SPA, today chinese mock exam, tomorrow got CHEM SPA then friday got chem class test on ionic equilibrium. i haven’t even read through the notes yet. FISHHHHHH!

damn, i seriously have to catch up again, i really wished that i took higher chinese so that i don’t have to take chinese this year. seriously, agony. and think about all the free breaks i have to catch up on EVERYTHING!

damn, have to go read my chemistry.

 

tata.

Hello world! August 14, 2009

Hello, this is my new blog!

Yeah, i know i have like super ALOT of blogs in my entire life, but i think i’ll try to stay with this one. wordpress just sounds so much coller than blogspot, maybe ‘ll go back to xnga or try out livejournal next time or something

yup.

now i’m trying to learn how to make posts private.

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

okay, found it oh i realised that one thing bad about wordpres, is that i can’t increase the font size or change the style or colour of the font. unlike xanga. xanga is much nicer in that aspect. but i think i really like the password protecting thing in wordpress :0

its COOL.